Only myself to blame
It really isn't a good day, but I suppose I only have myself to blame. It takes time for the realization of idiocacy of the situation to sink in. I cannot believe, that I just got caught by the traffic police for not wearing a seat belt.
This is terribly embarassing and I'm very VERY annoyed with myself. Though it was a habit that formed only recently, I am aware of the risks involved and I don't know why the hell was I playing with fire then? It's been quite a while since I developed the bad habit of not putting on the seat belt when I drive to the nearby supermarket from my home, which is less than a 5 minutes drive away. I've been living here for nearly half a year and never have I seen the police parked at the junction I got stopped at... what "luck" I have. Perhaps if I had been more observant I could have seen the police from a distance before approaching and put on my seat belt before then. I will not deny that I have always wondered how it is that people get caught for not putting on seat belt..just how is the police able to spot such a thing so quickly? Today, I finally have my living proof. I am such an idiot. such a BAKA. ARRRRRGHHHHHH...
I cannot believe that I was still grinning at the traffic police guy when he gave me that fine. Just like I was also smiling from fear?horror?shock? when long long ago I discovered hours before my flight that my plane ticket's final destination was not where I wanted to go...
I just feel like killing myself. Not literally, but that's how upset I am with myself.
This is terribly embarassing and I'm very VERY annoyed with myself. Though it was a habit that formed only recently, I am aware of the risks involved and I don't know why the hell was I playing with fire then? It's been quite a while since I developed the bad habit of not putting on the seat belt when I drive to the nearby supermarket from my home, which is less than a 5 minutes drive away. I've been living here for nearly half a year and never have I seen the police parked at the junction I got stopped at... what "luck" I have. Perhaps if I had been more observant I could have seen the police from a distance before approaching and put on my seat belt before then. I will not deny that I have always wondered how it is that people get caught for not putting on seat belt..just how is the police able to spot such a thing so quickly? Today, I finally have my living proof. I am such an idiot. such a BAKA. ARRRRRGHHHHHH...
I cannot believe that I was still grinning at the traffic police guy when he gave me that fine. Just like I was also smiling from fear?horror?shock? when long long ago I discovered hours before my flight that my plane ticket's final destination was not where I wanted to go...
I just feel like killing myself. Not literally, but that's how upset I am with myself.
posted by Min @ 5:23 PM
2 Comments:
At 10:50 PM,
NoKoSo said…
Who drives and never gets a summon before? Don't think it makes you that much stupider. =P
Btw, are u angry becoz u did not wear a seat belt or angry coz u fail to spot the traffic police?
At 11:28 PM,
Min said…
i'm angry with myself for not putting on a seat belt! and feel foolish that I get caught for such a silly "crime". And i know i deserve it :( actually the police could have fined me further, because I didn't put up a renewed license sticker on my car, but thankfully he didn't...
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