Distraction on a bright sunny afternoon

Oh dear. Only three sets of notes revised in more than half a day. Today's been dismal in terms of studying efforts, again.

Perhaps I can attribute it to being distracted by the sounds of kids coming from the living room... haha, but no that's not it. I'm just trying to find excuses for myself as usual. I've been plain surfing for interesting sites too much. Memorising those notes just drains my attention span to a minimal. And I kept glancing at the computer to choose which chinese songs to listen to. I guess finding that music website wasn't such a good idea after all. To think I thought that by not switching on icq I would be able to concentrate more on studying.

I keep looking out of the window, thinking to myself, " Should i go out to water those flowers? " According to the weather forecast it was supposed to rain since 3 days ago, but not a drop has fallen out of the sky. I'm afraid my flowers would dry up soon, but I'm just not taking the few extra steps to walk out into the garden.

More kid sounds. I wonder how samantha, my housemate can actually like babysitting kids. I think Australian kids are much "worse" than Singaporean kids in that they are just so noisy all the time. Perhaps that's why they grow up being more vocal and outspoken as well. Isn't it tiring to have to keep an eye on them all the time? She says she will try to do some work in the living room at the same time, but I seriously doubt it. I hope those kids don't terrorise my guinea pigs. Evidently, my sympathies lie with my pets rather than the kids. One can tell that I don't have much affinity for these particular kids unfortunately.

I think I have quite a short temper even though many people don't realise that. Some things are bound to irritate me but within a few minutes I might have forgotten about it if I walk away from it all. The noise from the kids outside are a little irritating right now. I can't imagine what it would be like to be their mother. On an interesting note, their mother whom I have met before is a very nice friendly young lady. I wonder how do such misbehaved hyperactive kids develop then? Is it because she is not strict enough with them?

One type of kids irks me most. The ones who think they know it all and are smart-aleckily rude to you. The bullies who treat others unkindly. But I really like mild-mannered shy kids. Is this prejudice or what?

How am i going to have kids of my own in future if i have such little tolerance!?!?!?!?!