Just thinking

4 weeks into the new semester and I haven't written a single blog entry... I ought to be ashamed of myself ;) Can't say that I've been busy when I'm not. And as procrastination would have it, I decided to write my first blog of the semester on the eve of my first test on Animal Nutrition. 16 hours and counting down. I wonder if I should skip lectures tomorrow morning before the test, but that doesn't make sense when I'm contemplating a morning jog to clear my mind... it would seem that a 20 minute jog has gained priority over a 2 hour lecture?

I've been pondering if I should go back home in July. This questioning indecisive mind had kept me up for at least an hour last night when I needed my sleep most. I was telling my friend how much I wanted to GRoW, or at least get a sense of achievement from doing something I've never done before. Somehow I don't think I would achieve that by simply staying at home or going out with friends during my holidays. Yet, family is undeniably very important to me, and I don't want feelings of guilt and selfishness to surface upon making any decision. Either way, am I only going to end up judging myself?